Indeed I wouldn't be alive without this woman. But this entry is not about Heathy, plenty of time for that.
No, I've been writing again on the interwebs. But, I find I've been repeating myself, so I am going to use this blog platform to have a few rants on issues close to my heart - the state of Australia, politics and the planet. Then when I engage people on the interwebs, I can point back to my blog entry.
There's a few blog entries here, but at some point I just ran out of things to say and then an audience to say them to. The novels are good, but I was terrible at selling myself and them. As my novelist ambitions withered, I stopped communicating and writing, which I am good at. Instead, I locked myself and my mind away, spending hours accumulating stuff, knowledge, other peoples' blogs, life stories, golf, soccer, conspiracies...
I was on a mission.
I told myself, I was looking for truth, but really I was just hiding away, insanely focused on destroying myself while I spent countless hours looking for lies, especially the big ones, and how to spot them. (Oh, and did I mention golf.)
I think I'm pretty good at lying and spotting lies, but it is not a goal one should seek in the way I sought it. I have been very ill for a while now, but my condition is rapidly improving and I feel very good right here and now and stronger every, single, day.
There have been big changes in my life and I am not blind to see that everyone is adapting to a Christopher they don't recognise.
I do, I've been Christopher before.
I know I can't heal without the help of others and I am getting the help that I need.
It's nothing serious. I am just excited to have something to say again and fully realise how unusual I am.
Writing is no longer about selling my books. You will return here because I will tell you things that you find compelling and (some of) you will realise that you have been lied to your entire life.
You will always get the truth from me. If it is my opinion, you will be able to spot the difference.
Please bear with me as I am a novice at this. There is an RSS feed you can subscribe to and I will be cross posting all my blog entries to Twitter and to Facebook - they will link back to here.
I am anticipating comments and welcome them